Never Quite Knowing

I never quite knew how to start a blog. Never figured out how to keep one, really. I'm lost for most of the days. I'm struggling to find out what to do next with my life. I have plans, I have goals. I just don't know how to get there. What to do first? Do I continue trying to work for money or work to be happy or be happy to work?

I keep going around in circles. I keep taking a step forward then two back.

This is me. This is me trying to get there.